A broken voice from the broken dreams
My heart is drowning in loveblood
I cant forget your leaving shape
Everyday is like a long walk in the cold rain
Im bleeding and loosing my grip
Tomorrow is a closed gate

I have been dead for so long
And no ones gonna shed a tear
I have been dead for so long
And no one seems to care

Sometimes I really hate people close to me
They want to see my reaction
That I dont want to give
Sometimes I really want to be just dead
Without any kind of torturing stress

I have been dead for so long
And no ones gonna shed a tear
I have been dead for so long
And no one seems to care

I wrote it in the dead air, I wrote it in the shape of despair
I see the silence in the strangers smiles
They dont care
Memories in the screams of the gate, my past slowly fades
Questions are stones on my way
Im still walking anyway

Here I lie on this cold, stone ground

My small, ravaged body curled up in a tight ball

And my arms crosses protectively against my chest,

Which was bleeding and heaving,

With every shaky breath I took

As strained whimpers emitted from my throat,

For my voice was hoarse from screaming.


I looked like a wounded animal

Because that is what I am

I am an animal to everyones eyes

I can tell by the way people look at me

Whether its the hungry lust that turns into abuse,

Or the threateningly disappointed look that resulted in brutal beatings,

It is always with the same, icy, loathing glare

With a hatred so fierce that it would shatter my heart

And I would fall

Like a butterfly who had lost her wings.


I crumbled to the ground, defeated, like I am now

Harsh laughter ringing in my ears

I was in pain

But no one noticed

Because no one cared.


My dull,black eyes glistened in the darkness

Before being blinded by hot tears,

That cascaded down my bruised cheeks.

And they wouldnt stop.

I cried in agony, hurt, and despair.

And loneliness.


Abused,beaten, broken

What have I done to deserve this?

Am I really that insignificant?

When will this cruel world stop rejecting me?


I shivered violently against the frigid wall as my tears ceased

And thats when I came to a realization

I wouldnt have craved for love or kindness

If I was an animal

I wouldnt have cried my heart out like I had always been on the inside

If I was an animal

I have feelings

I am human

I am not an animal.

Lay him down... lie on
Lay him down
Now your lover went and put me in the ground
I'll be watching when he's around
Now your lover went and put me in the ground
I'll be watching

Kiss

Never thought youd make me perspire

Never thought Id do you the same

Never thought Id fill with desire

Never thought Id feel so ashamed

Never thought Id have to retire

Never thought Id have to abstain

Never thought all this would backfire

Close up the hole in my vein

Me and the dragon

Can chase all the pain away

So before I end my day

Remember

Never thought Id get any higher

Never thought youd fuck with my brain

Never thought all this could expire

Never thought youd go break the chain

My sweet prince.

You are the one

My sweet prince

You are the one